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The Real World

Infinite

Unconditional

Love ….   

From the depth of the soul

Leaks a cry unlike one (you’ve had) before

So cathartic it leaves you whole

Comes the emblem of who we are.

He who achieved it first

A love so deep not even the perfect mother could come close

(You could never be abandoned)

Golden shining brilliant Love

Absolutely unconditional

This place

Is right here.

You never left.

(Can you remember)

 

A merging of consciousness

Both in Mind and Heart

Waves of Rapturous Wondrous love

Enthralled by the Newness

You are the miracle

This place

Eternally yous.

Holy embers

(Can you) Remember

Agape

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I whisper to myself, I’m at the rung of agape, as if the words had been planted in my mind, not my own. It feels like someone else is telling me what I’m about to experience.

 

Shimmers of golden light surround me, time slows to a deeper rhythm, even slower now… warm… gentle… so gentle.

 

As a stranger passes me on the street, I am overwhelmed by the love that rises within me. Who are you? Where have you been? What do you love? I want to know everything about them, as though I’d walked by my own parents all my life without ever stopping to notice them.

 

And in that moment, I realize the truth we’ve all forgotten: Beyond the noise of our conscious minds, we love each other—fervently, eternally, and so wholly that it is sacred. It is holy in its extraordinary depth.

 

Another person walks by, and I nearly leap to embrace them. My mouth is agape, eyes wide in awe. How could I not see before how glorious they are? She glances back at me. Time slows again, stretching even further. In that shared look, we both remember something long forgotten—a state of being that is our true nature. One of divine love. How did we ever forget?

 

This perception wasn’t my own. It was a gift from the Creator. For 30 precious minutes, He lent me His eyes, allowing me to see the world as He does. What I want you to know is that God marvels at us. A simple smile makes Him marvel.

 

The love I felt for every passing soul, without exception, became overwhelming—so vast I could scarcely believe it was possible. Near the end, the love swelled to the point where I could barely hold it all. It was both a relief and a sadness when the experience began to gently fade away.

 

Grant me a higher love, I had prayed that morning. And He answered, offering me Agape in its purest form.I want everyone to remember - my beautiful family - the love that connects us all.

My Story

For background, my spiritual awakening began at 27 back in 2019. 

The First poem The Real World was written after studying A Course in Miracles for a year and a half. I began reading the course in the summer of 2022. As many know, the scribe of the course is Helen Schucman who stated the voice she channeled was that of Jeshua. After studying the course for a year and a half in April of 2024, Jeshua came through my window in a stream of golden expansive light. An experience that changed my whole world. I wrote the poem shortly after. 

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